Somehow

Feeling betrayed.
Betrayed by my own hopes and expectations.
So, there is no light after all. It's all a false hope.
Fine. There is one less reason to wake up for.
Back to the pit.

I'm sorry the good times don't mean enough for you.
I'm sorry my efforts are insignificant to you.
I'm sorry I fail to get you to communicate to me.

I'm disappointed and pissed not because of our different "needs", but your giving up. I suppose I should give up too.

Thanks for everything. You may not believe it but I do very much appreciate your help and kindness.

Time for some teeth. It's been a while.