Monday, October 31, 2011
Schuckwerder marzipan
Halloween
Brother stopped by for a few minutes to show us his girl's new costumes. The candy vending machine was upgraded a little, then went to niece G. She actually sold about $20 worth of candies to her classmates. At 25 cent each, that was around 80 sold! Then niece N dressed up as a (new) pop-corn vending machine. Her classmates don't have money so she only sold very few. I got to try it on for a photo too, yay~!
Of course dad torn up another shirt again...
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Pinky
Friday, October 28, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Desiree assorted wafers
Amazon mystery
Who knows, I ended up paying slightly less even though the other seller charges shipping. I should rethink buying from Amazon from now on.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
15 years
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Vamp and putty
Switched to work on something that doesn't need any brain: Pinky. Hopefully I'll be able to send Y's Pinkys by November 1st so she can take them with her on the next trip.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Chiropractor
OK you can call me paranoid. The story actually started a few days ago. I happened to stumble across a Japanese blog post about the author's friend catching a mysterious disease after a trip to China. The symptoms are AIDS, but patients test HIV negative, it's even more infectious than SARS. Chinese government is denying its existence, and suppressing all information. Patients revenge by traveling far to donate blood, and spread body fluid like spit onto other people's tableware and food. After searching online, a few posts did come up. I can't say I'd trust this info completely, but I'd play it save.
My 2 cousins just came back from a 4-week Chinese trip. Who knows what they've c0me into contact with? Cousin H didn't use public cutlery, plus, when she packed the leftovers, she used her own fork. Sorry, after reading those articles online, I'd rather play it save. I should have discarded it before reaching home, but didn't have a chance.
I'm mad and disappointed not because of mom's pack-rat approach to food, throwing nothing away including expired stuff, but the fact that I don't feel like I can trust her anymore. She even said, if cousin H's got the disease, she'd died first. I said, does that mean you should die with her? Geeze... what was she thinking????? Every time I run into something like this, she makes me feel so hopeless and helpless. It kills my spirits... if there's any left.
Anyway, chiropractor day. Badly needed appointment. Thought I'd be on time today, but still ended up 20 minutes late. But the time I walk out the clinic, it was almost 5. Took slightly under an hour-and-a-half!!!!!!!!!!
Nonetheless, picked up some replacement cookies from Shopper's. Then stopped by DeSerres' Broadway branch for those sketch books that are on sale. There weren't too many left. I'm glad I got some. Just because they're almost sold out, I bought more than I need. Always fall for that trap. They're for my niece's Christmas presents, and now I have some for myself too.
Then went to see A because he's got cheese cake from "the best shop in town" for me... and it was heavenly! (Well I was quite hungry too.) Thanks!!! (^_^)
More and more, I notice when my moods are down, my luck goes down too. Very scary. On my way to A's, I noticed I haven't encountered a red light for a long time! That was amazing! My back was better from the chiropractor visit, and I got the sketch books. So I was pretty happy and relaxed. However, as soon as I noticed the "luck", it was gone. I hit a red light a the next major intersection. Sigh... How should I draw any conclusion?
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Cadbury Finger
Well... this box... somehow wasn't as good as I remember. In my memory, it was lighter, cleaner, and less sweet. Still not bad, though.They've got the correct ratio of cookie and chocolate. Eat one or two for something to munch on, eat 5 or 6 if you're hungry. A perfect snack.
Dinner
Thought it would be perfect to start using the airbrush. After fiddling around, there was only an hour left before brother came pick us up. So... failed today...
Eat-out day with brother's gang. Mom wanted him to come for a hair cut because she "thinks he needs one". He's busy so he declined. Then mom said we had leftovers so we didn't need to eat out. What was that??? Was it the "my way or no way"??? How much more passive aggressive she's gonna be???
Brother seems to be really busy, and didn't insist. But within 5 minutes after mom hung up, sis-in-law called, saying J will be there too. We will probably be sharing a table at a December craft fair again, so I wouldn't mind seeing her. So I talked to mom again, and she agreed to go.
15 minutes before pickup time, cousin K called. I knew she would be tired from her trip, so even though she said she'd call last night and didn't, I'm not worried. But that was just too perfect timing. She couldn't picked a worst time to call. And, as usual, cousin H had bad-mouthed us again. I didn't have time to hear the details, though. Again, I'm not surprised.
Brother took us to a Taiwanese restaurant east of Metrotown. Both the price and food were good. Except for the waitress screwed up 2 of our orders, switching lamb with beef. Brother was sketching even during dinner. Yup busy, no kidding. It was niece G's Halloween costume design. OK... I do think he's shooting himself in his foot in such a busy time... although the end product is good enough to sell as a professionally done costume. He seems to be combining gatherings too. A bunch of his church friends joined us and our table ended up sitting 16. Turn out J didn't have any info about the craft fair yet. Oh well.
I get the feeling that he's trying to condition me to his church friends, in order to push me to church.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Airport
Anyway, I rushed to the airport, but it still took half an hour to arrive. This time, they didn't check into their next flight, so they had their luggage with them! Crap! I didn't clear out the trunk! How careless of me! Although both cousin K and H had carry-on size luggage, they were still heavy and needed the whole trunk. So cousin K's suitcase had to be put in the back seat. Then off to lunch we went.
We arrived at the mall, and very luckily found a parking spot soon. It was quite busy. I said we should take the back-seat suit case with us because my driver's side window has a gap after the last break-in, and can easily be broken-in again. Cousin H went very unhappy and said let's forget lunch and drop them back at the airport. Sigh... (No, grrrr...) I ended up switching the winter supply box onto the back seat with the suite case. Should have done that in the first place.
The Hong Kong style cafe restaurant we planned to eat lunch at had changed their name. Without any experience, we took a chance. The price was set high, and unfortunately, the quality doesn't fallow. Cousin H didn't like the food. Geeze, she was grumpy. Yet she kept talking about her trip and what a great deal it was. OK I see. She's like C who likes to be the boss.
I was groggy so I can't remember much of the conversation. The food came and we ate. Cousin K said she's gotten so tired of Chinese food. We could have eaten downstairs at the Japanese style cafe! Why didn't they say so in the first place???
My back has been very bad since yesterday. But I thought I should still pay A a visit. So I did. He was going to get a hair-cut, but gave up the idea. (His hair wasn't that long anyway.) Instead I suggested to see the new DeSerres branch. It happened to be next to Central Hobbies, which we passed by last time and didn't get to go in because it was closed. This time we could. A was happy to see lots of model trains. Very expensive stuff, though...
Then next door, DeSerres. But they no longer have that house brand sketch book anymore! The staff I asked didn't even know if it was discounted. She was sure that everything from the move was unpacked. Ooooo... well... I should have bought some more last time.
Hung out at his place for a bit. He found a bug in his game. Got home, tried to reply Y's mail, but fell asleep at the desk. Kept having dream of suffocating sitting on my chair with my head falling backwards. I think that actually happened and not just a dream. Again, after writing this, I failed painfully to go to bed early even in perfect condition to sleep. (T_T)
Friday, October 21, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Psychiatrist
Posted my first item on Etsy. My shop is officially opened, yay~! But too much time was spent on the write-ups. And it looks like making money on there is not easy. I'm hesitant to post another item.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Celebration butter cookies
Images
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Shop
Monday, October 17, 2011
Carp...
Got a phone call from the nursing home. This past Saturday, Dad hit a staff member with his cane because he couldn't wait for his food. OMG... (T_T) The staff member blocked it with her arm and was not injured. But why didn't they call me on Saturday? Would it be the office staff have weekends off??? Anyway, the in-house doctor referred him to a psychiatrist. We will be having a meeting on Thursday.
No wonder why when we visited on Sunday, there was no smile on any staff member's faces. (T_T) Why God why? Why do you have to make dad sick like this??? Is this to punish me and mom??? What have we done to deserve this???
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Rice Cooker and Coffee
Dropped off cousin D's extra rice cooker to A, and took him to get his coffee bean plus grocery.
L's logo idea doesn't work. That's a picture, not a logo! How should I persuade him?
Hershey's Kisses Santa Hat
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Rice and phone
A's got the new iphone 4s! Very cool! I guess you do get what you pay for. Since we both speak with an accent, Siri doesn't always work. Hmm... language discrimination? I have yet to try out the voice thing on my Android phone.
Dream
I woke up in dad's bed, not the current one, but the one in our old home. (I used to share a bed with dad when I was young.) I looked to my left at the window. It was bright, so I got up. Opened the door and exited into the dinning room. Dad was standing there. I looked to my right towards the balcony, and the sky was dark. The clock said 5:30 (AM). I thought, crap, why did I wake up? Then I tried to go to the washroom. The door was closed. Someone was in there. I gave up on trying to get up, and went back to dad's bed to continue sleeping.
Then I woke up for real. And it was afternoon already! Aaaargh!!!!!! (T_T)
Friday, October 14, 2011
Mural
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Houses and geese
Got some progress on L's logo too.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Chio Maxi Mix
Chiropractor
The parcels didn't make it today. Went to Oakridge trying to exchange the toner as instructed. To my shock, they still don't have the seaweed one!!! The sales person I dealt with was not there. The other lady assured me that there's no time limit.
Dad torn up another overall again. Mom can't keep up with mending and has given up. He's left with no diapers because he keeps tearing them up, and hence wet himself and the furniture and the floor. His purpose of existence is to create as much trouble for others as he can. I'm sure by now all the staff hates him. Why do things have to be like this?
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Sleep
Then, I realized, no one was with him at the very last moment. He could have suffered, but there's no witness. Hmm... so I can't say "dying in your sleep is not painful" anymore...
There were some completely dried up lavender flowers on the stuff sis-in-law gave me, which yielded a bunch of seeds. I suspect these were the "bugs" her sister said were in her lavender. But nooo, those actually had legs and moved. These don't.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Lavender
When mom was watching dad eat his dinner, she notice he wasn't wearing any dentures! OMG... he was already half done eating! Why didn't he notice he need dentures to eat?!?!?! It was sitting in the washroom cabinet. Mom gave it to dad, and he continued eating. Afterwards, he was fiddling with the dentures probably because he's got food trapped between it and his gums.
It's just so hopeless...
Sunday, October 09, 2011
Babysit, duo monitor
The best solution turns out to be the most simple one. Even A exhausted his tricks on my disappeared font viewer. (Or was he fed up with me???) Reverting back to the old duo monitor setup, and then move the font viewer window back to monitor 1. That simple. I have been reluctant to do it because my back and neck have not been well. Didn't want to climb under and behind the desk. Oh well, I will not be seeing A so I guess I can risk being grumpy. (Instead of feeling pain, I feel "wrong" and become grumpy when my back goes bad.)
Then I didn't want to take a chance, so I did not install the switcher and UPS. (Sorry...) I feel more comfortable working on L's logo first. (In case something goes wrong and I'll loose the use of my machines.) It's been so late, I'm not sure if he'd even accept it. (Well, it's not done yet, of course.)
Loacker Creme Noisette
Saturday, October 08, 2011
Cell phone
No hope
I know mom's been unhappy. But I don't want to be the recipient of her negative energy. I've got way too much myself. I can't handle her passive aggressiveness any more.
I pointed out the rice cooker may have expired. The non-stick coating obviously is bubbling and chipped. I think she's been pretending not noticing? (OK the bubbles are very fine so it looks like a rim of stain... but how can she not know it's non-stick and shouldn't have anything "stain"?) So I said we should switch to the stainless steel pot. Mom argued that the rice cooker is excellent in cooking congee, and you don't need to watch over it. I argued that if we keep eating whatever micro particles that may seep out, we'll become like dad. She didn't want to agreed, but gave in and proceed to soak the grains... while saying she doesn't care and wants to die. Geeze... where did that come from?
I said, this stuff you keep saying is making me want to die. She said happily that, than lets die together. Geeze... is that what she wants of me? I'm sorry, even if I'm gonna kill myself, I will not do it together with her. She's like a drowning person holding onto and dragging down whoever is closest. I'm unfortunate enough to be right next to her. I'm sick and tired of being drag down by her. Does she know what she's showing me as an example of mother? No wonder I'm single. She shows me that being a mother is so ugly. I despise her for killing hope.
To be honest, I always know she has no hopes or plans for me as a child. She gave me ugly haircuts and dressed me up in her sense of fashion, which drove my friends away. She never wish for my happiness. Never wish that I would someday find someone special. All she wants now, is for me to not run away and stay at her side until she dies. In other words, she does not want me to have a future. Period.
How can I not despise her??? How can I live without numbing my heart???
Friday, October 07, 2011
Dropoff
When we got there, dad was napping in bed, half-naked. Somehow most of dad's clothes were in the drawers instead of the closet. I don't think that's a problem, but mom started to put them into the closet, and discovered there weren't enough hangers. Nothing can be done, so the clothes went back into the drawers. I still think that's not a problem. Why did mom think it was such a big deal??? Sigh...
I noticed dad's room now has a hanging lamp instead of a table lamp. Probably to keep him from dismantling it. I thought he's not allowed to have any lamp. So this is good. But he must have been messing around with the walker grand-aunt Y lend him. One of the release button is damaged... bended upward and no longer work. Sigh... (T_T)
Dad was coughing up phlegm and spitting it out into his hand. There is no toilet paper because he keeps flushing them down the toilet. (When he was at home, he consumed a roll in each washroom each day, which added up to 2 rolls a day.) Can't blame the staff, but it wouldn't work out because dad would just spit onto the floor or furniture or wipe with his clothes. I asked for a roll and got one. Not sure how long that roll would last. Sigh...
Thank God for the sun. I needed it for the replacement shots. (Which still didn't work out for the 2 stubborn pairs of problematic earrings.) Gorgeous sunset. Spent the night processing images but far from getting done. Very far...
Have been feeling unwell in the stomach for the past 2 days. Was it that leftover soup heavy with cooking rice wine from the Taiwanese place? But I only mixed a few spoonful into my congee! Actually it was more than stomach. It was higher. I fear my heart might not be doing well. After all, it was bruised back then. Not sure how much longer it can last.
Thursday, October 06, 2011
Cans of...
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Lindt Orange
The chocolate itself is Lindt quality. Cocoa and milk are well balanced and of course without the north American aftertaste. Inside the chocolate shell is a soft orangie filling, slightly tart, with bits of orange peel. It's a killer combination and extremely addictive. I ate half the bar in the first sitting. OK, I was hungry too.
Kitchen drawer
Finally cleaned up some e-mail too.
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
Glasses
Monday, October 03, 2011
Airport
By the time I picked them up, it was 11:30. Their next flight was 1:50 with 1:10 boarding. Cousin H recommended a dim sum place she went to last time. We quickly ordered and ate up fast. An hour passed by so fast, we didn't do anything else besides eating lunch. They were dropped off at 12:50, should be OK, but you never know how long the security lineup is. It was China airline to Beijing. Large plane with lots of passengers. Hope they made it.
Did some grocery shopping and then went home. Of course I kept dosing off at the desk. Didn't accomplish much besides cleaning up blog entries...
Sunday, October 02, 2011
Sleep...
Eat-out day with brother's gang. Went to see dad first. This was the first time I saw him in his new room. Once we opened the door, we saw the floor full of his spit. Dad himself was sitting on the toilet with no shirt. Pants only. Mom keeps cleaning up after him even though it's the job of the staff.
Thought I'd be super sleepy, but nooo. I'm not. Not good, not good...
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