
Big pimple on the butt!!!!! It's off the side of the tail bone tip so every time I sit down, it gets compressed and hurts!!!! Geeze... I don't have hemorrhoids (thank God) but this makes me feel like I do... (T_T)
Hmm... Thoughts, discoveries, ideas, whining, or just making some marks.
The technician said she didn't see anything bad, so I'm fine. Good.
Borrowing A's bus pass was out because he had a meeting from 9 to noon. (Isn't that way too long?) I was again late for 15 minutes. If only I didn't miss a train, and 3 traffic lights...
My ticket missed the expiry for a few minutes, so I stopped by the Japanese book store. Yup, way too expensive used books. Nothing good. Then I hopped onto the train and gave myself an hour at Dressew. Got a few pieces of cheap wooden toy furniture. Got home and continued hunting for the bead caps. One seller got something interesting but the listings seem to have expired and disappeared. Oh well...
S's b-day party. Failed to go to bed early again. (T_T) Once past a certain time, I can't fall asleep and ended up sleeping less then 2 hours. (T_T) Seems like it's a rule that I screw up my sleep on the weekends. Technically speaking, I had enough time, but the knock was illusive. I had to catch it. (Cannot afford to miss it... but I forgot one important thing. It's a sign that the vampire is close.)
Super windy... Super busy day... Started with a bunch of health test at the lab. Long lineup with 6 parties in front. Couldn't get up early enough and had to endure an empty stomach for longer than necessary. I didn't read the instructions clearly and thought no food and liquid for 10 hours. In fact, water is fine. All I drank was one mug of water after getting up. The nurse had problem drawing blood from my left arm and left a big bruise. He said it could be from not drinking enough water, but how come my right arm yielded normal blood flood? Also, the urine test didn't ask for the first pee in the morning. Well... I didn't have much to drink anyway. After the cardiogram, I got to go home at 2:10. (Got there at 12:30.)
Mom was going to visit dad but gave up thanks to strong wind. So I drove her. She wants to aim at meal time, so the next one was afternoon snack. Parking was way better than lunch time. Dad was sleeping when we arrived at 3:15. He missed the snack. (The staff didn't wake him up.) Mom got him up and of course, a puddle of pee on his bed and he was wet all the way up to his shoulder blades. Immediately mom got him to sit on the toilet because he hadn't pooped yet. He needed to be changed, but there was absolutely no clothes in his room! I asked a staff, and she showed me to the public shower room. Dad's clothes were stored in 3 garbage bags away from his room. Probably because he keeps playing with them, possibly wetting them, and mixing them with dirty clothes. (He likes to "destroy" the evidence = the fact that he peed himself.) Nevertheless, he remembered me today.
Mom suggested we eat out near by, so we went to the cafe restaurant next block. (We found an awesome parking spot right in front of it, which was rare.) Just made it to the afternoon tea menu, and managed to beat the dinner crowd. Mom complained about the lack of hot water in the washroom faucet. (She actually talked to the manager! Wow!!!!!! The sun's gonna rise from the west tomorrow!!!!) Then all through the meal, she whined about not being able to rinse the soap thoroughly and her hands smelling like soap. Got home at 6:50. Immediately she turn on the TV to catch her favorite Korean drama. I bugged her about washing her hands. She said she'd do it during commercial. Hmmm...
From August 2011. Thanks aunt L for this one. But it expired on 2010 April 30, a whole year and 4 months ago! Yikes... (T_T) Since mom insisted that it would be fine, I opened and tried it. Surprisingly, it WAS fine despite a bit too soft. It even tasted quite good! Very smooth and fragrant. The sweetness was just right too. (I usually go for dark, and seldom milk.) Inside the milk chocolate shell is filled with hazelnut moose with tiny bits of crunchy hazelnut, which makes the texture interesting.
Ugly weather, yet I didn't want to postpone the doctor's visit. Plus, the bead store is on the way. Unfortunately, they don't have the bead cap I want. Ended up buying a bunch of other findings. The bad thing is, 3 bags for $5, so I tend to make it a multiple of 3, which gave me an extra bag that I didn't really want. Oh well.
Brother came to have a haircut and then took mom to see dad. I kinda assumed they'd include me but I was wrong. (T_T) (How can I not feel abandoned by the world?) Mom made some food to bring to dad, made a sandwich for brother, and told me to eat last night's leftover beef noodles. Not a big problem until they were trying to leave. Then of course I complained. They waited for me. But it could have been better organized.
Chiropractor day, thank God. Was hoping to stop by that bead store but didn't have enough time. Why am I always late? Why am I so screwed up?
(1) Michael's for cheap wood palm-size furniture. (2) Choice market to see if the ice-cream is on sale. (3) Bay to get a lotion sample. I ended up spending an hour at Michael's. Couldn't find any of those cheap toy furniture. Oh well. Didn't buy anything. That's really rare.
Woke up at 10 and took an hour to get out of bed. My body was feeling the worst since last chiropractor treatment. It has to be the rain. (T_T) Needed to mail T's parcel before picking up pizza for lunch at A's. By the time we left, it was 3:30. Just made it to the coffee place. Then Sears, then lighting store, then Ikea. Found a mattress that might work. But then I can also swap bed with dad, since he's no longer using his. Except for I'm not comfortable with the mattress he used to pee on. Mom said it's clean because of the plastic cover, but I don't think I can trust that completely. She then suggested that I take her bed, and she takes dad's. Which might work. There's till details to be worked out. My bed is smaller and mom's bed may not fit. Yup, the non-standard size has been the problem in the first place.
Only remember half of it. First half I was watching some kind of documentary, but instead of sitting in front of a TV, I was in it. There were a few hosts. The last part I remember is they each demonstrate entrance technique. One guy (kind of looked like William Shatner) said making use of the mirrored wall gives more impact. The background (street scene) turn into black-and-white wire frame while only the host stays in colour.
From August 2011. Thanks A for introducing me to this. He seemed so excited, it could be his new favorite. I do agree it's very light and nice. Not too salty either. But I do crave salt when I go for chips. They could be thinner too. The somewhat fluffy texture helps but not enough. Some of them are way too thick and hard to chew. The combination scratches the inside of your mouth (in my case, usually turns into canker sore). There's also something missing... Can't quite pint point it, but I think it's the lack of butter. This could be just another craving.
I must have stopped the alarm clock and went back to sleep, although I don't remember any of it. Had that weird dream. That's the 2nd out of 3 times taking the sleeping pills. They'd better not be related. Ended up getting up at 4. (T_T) Again, laid down for too long and my back screws up. My system might be making up yesterday's lost sleep.
In this dream, I took someone (a friend?) to the hospital, and at some kind of departmental front desk, there were a few US GIs. One of them was a handsome blonde guy in his early 20's. He was fatally injured, yet still managed to walk around unaided. His left leg was detached. Blood vessels were swollen and blisters bursting. At his point, he looked like he came out from the middle of an autopsy, or those anatomy models with internal structures showing. His leg was actually detached all the way from his chest. On closer look, there were lots of clips and clamps closing loose vessels on his body. I thought, my, my, this guy's gonna die for sure. But he seemed very hopeful and cheerful. All of a sudden, my POV was from him. I was looking through his eyes. And I became him, and walked around a bit.
(Photo taken on the 11th and unrelated to subject.)
Feeling very cold. Or... were those chills? Ended up getting up at 2, and needed to wrap a fleece blanket around my body for the rest of the day. Stomach still feel heavy since yesterday. I feel full from half the usual amount of food, and seldom feel thirsty. (Meaning, I've not been eating or drinking enough.) The rock in my stomach is still there.
The big one came. I was on the street. There were other people around me. I might know them, I might not. (According to some studies, only people you've met would appear in your dream.) The ground started shaking. Then the buildings. We were right next to a building about 3-story high. The adjacent one starting to crack and huge chunks fell off. I was watching ours, seeing the same thing happening to it. And I thought, should I run closer to it, or run away from it? Immediately I realized nothing would help, and I stayed where I was. Then the wall broke up and huge chunks fell around us. We ducked around the fallen pieces. Then all of a sudden someone threw me a small device about 3/4 the size of a business card and one finger thick. Kind of looked like one of those step counters. The guy next to me showed me it's a phone. There was a dial on the back. (Very strange!!!) Seemed like he knew how to use it, so I let him call for help. But again, someone threw me another one. But... but I didn't know how to use it! then somehow somewhere I found my own cell phone. (Didn't seem like I had my purse until this point.)
From August 2011. Thanks A for the trio. The original shape that got me started years ago. Potato, tomato, and spinach. (Somehow I remember the orange one as carrot. Hmm...) This one also has a slightly bitter after taste on all 3 flavours but none of them are burnt. Even more bitter than the Veggie Straws. Strange.
Thought I could make it to the chiropractor in the morning, and set the appointment early on purpose, but of course I screwed it up. (T_T) Luckily things still went relatively smooth. After stopping by dad's, I was able to meet A before 1, visited Innocent, and had lunch at Wicked. Then some grocery shopping at G Island. On our way back, we even stopped by Matchstick. That's 3 different cafes in one day...yikes! Finally got to see that new Dollarama. Ironically, I didn't buy anything but A found some mailing supplies. After dropping the grocery off at his place, we came back out to look at my mattress. It's gonna cost me around $650 after tax... yikes!!!! Need to think for a bit more. (Want to look at other places too.) Dinner at Earl's, hung out at A's, and that was it. Actually went to many places today.
Took me an hour to get out of bed. Feeling groggy all day. Stomach feels heavy with zero appetite. Haven't been feeling thirsty either. Very strange. Not sure if it's the sleeping pills' side effect, or that lamb stew at S's b-day. (But the not thirsty part doesn't make sense!)
One item is missing... waiting for back order. I didn't tell them to ship, but they did. Sigh...
From August 2011. Thanks A for the trio. Good portion size. I always over eat with the huge Costco size. (But... I can eat more than one small bag...) As the bag size shrinks, the straw size also shrinks. It doesn't taste as good as the huge bags and has a slight bitter after taste. They are not burnt, thought. I wonder why...
Happy b-day, S!
Couldn't sleep last night. Watched the sun rise.Last time I looked at the clock, it was 7:30. Which means I only slept for 1.5 hours. Sigh... Nonetheless, I'm so glad the doctor didn't kill me for failing again. (But I did make progress.) However, being sent to a different center seems inevitable.
Stopped by G Island to get A's beans again. This time it was open. (Of course.) The lady gave it to me for free as it was roasted a week ago and quality cannot be guaranteed. Wow! That's so generous! Does this also mean coffee beans are also so cheap?
Was hoping to photograph some stuff for A, but thanks to my failure to get up early, it didn't happen. (T_T) Hopeless... (T_T)
Thanks S for the fancy chocolate! Happy b-day!!
Aug 2011. Mom got this at McGavin for 2 bucks. It's quite heavy, made in Germany, and has no expiry date. The ingredient list is very long. Well, I can guess, but I can't read German. It looks like (and I thought) some kind of butter cookie... but I can't smell any butter. It's surprisingly bland. Not sweet at all. Mom seems to like it a lot. Me? I think it's too suspicious.
Dad's b-day today as he celebrates according to the lunar calendar. Brother came pick us up and the 3 of us went to see him. He was eating lunch... with a puddle of dripping pee on the floor. Sigh... he's completely lost control. As it's his b-day, of course we brought cake. As soon as he saw it, he had to have it, even before he finished eating lunch. He couldn't even wait until I finish taking a picture. Sigh...
Chiropractor day. I really needed one yesterday. Well, today, my arms are feeling slightly better. Or did I just start to get used to it? Stopped by to see dad afterwards, and of course he had soiled his bed. This time there was some crap too. Sigh...
Went to G Island after that. Thought I'd pick up A's beans at the new place he discovered, but I couldn't find it! It was freezing cold walking around. He claimed he's sent me a link but no he didn't. And, somehow, the street name has a prefix and doesn't match with the name he gave me. With my moronic way-finding skills, I search with the first letter. Of course I couldn't find it. Didn't want to give up as I was already standing in the area, I kept walking up and down. And, yay~ finally found it after half-an-hour of walking in freezing cold. But, but! It was closed with a sign saying "out for delivery". Aaaaaaargh!!!!!!! After all these, I had to leave empty-handed! And, my back started to freeze up again! So soon after a treatment! Sob sob sob sob sob...
Yeah, I wasn't happy at all... but what can I do????